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td msa aq mndi mcm2 aq fkir...yg most skli waat else~~as a teenagers kn
tp skang aq rsa len..fkran n prsaan aq jd len lps aq dgr 1 lgu d fb
aq xtau npa..!!! aq rsa aq xdgq sgt lrik dy..tp aq rsa cm lps dgq 2..
aq rsa cm nk be an indipendant girls..i dont want 2 think about guys..
i can live wthout guy...i can stand by my own..n smething like dat
tp sygnya vdeo 2 lps aq krek2 xleh d sharekn dlm blog ni r lak...
hmmm tp kn aq rsa bez lau jd cm dy 2..nmpk cm dy bhgia ja..no problem..
no worries about herself...she's like can stand by her own...
ntah la kn..mcm2 la...tp bez tgk vdeo 2..i wish i was her...but i can't
td msa dlm toilet aq da pkiaq...aq miss sgt2 moment with him...
skang aq hnya jmpa yg msg mlm ja...msg weekday ja..n msg time dpa nk ja..
tp msa dgn dy kerap r gk msg...dat make me miss him alot...
he's nice(when we're still 2gether..) love him so much
but i know dat he was'nt for me..he does'nt like me...n i undrstand y
npa aq xjmpa yg cm aq mau..aq tau aq xlyak..tp can't we.? even as a fren...can't we.?!?
aq nk sgt2 jmpa org yg nk msg aq anytime..n..hmm aq pown xtau how 2 xplain..
but only me n Allah ja yg tau my isi hti...
aq nk sgt2..lau dy nk anggap aq kwn..stay wit it.!! aq xnk lbey2..plez la
wlaupown mmg byk ja aq dpt cm 2 tp sllu dpa cm bg hrpan kt aq..
aq pown sma..bnci aq...aq bnci dri aq...aq ska slh anggp dgn p'shbtan aq dgn spa2...
tp lau dpa wt cm yg aq nk n hrapkn aq rsa aq xkn pesongkn otak aq
aq nk sntisa msg..aq nk rsa cm dy sntiasa ada dgn aq...aq xksah lau xlbey pown xpa
lau pmpuan pown lau nk msg aq pown aq xksah as long as yg cm aq kta 2...
tp kwn2 aq....aq assumekn dpa bz dgn idop dpa..dpa bz dgn pkwe dpa..
sbb 2 aq dh jrang n mls nk msg kwn2 aq...aq lbey prefer msuk chatroom o in scientificnya 
cri kwn no metter where..ym..chatroom...tagged...n else..
aq igt ag msa aq mla2 giat mncri kwn2dlm chatroom...
aq xksah lau pmpuan..aq lyn ja smua..tp dh mmg jd kebiasaan..
laki chat pmpuan..pmpuan chat laki...hmmm 2 yg wtkn aq t'pesong dri niat asal aq..
aq msuk 2 kdg2 aq gmbra..kdg2 aq puas ati..kdg2 aq skit ati n kdg2 aq sdey sgt...
tp aq xksah n prlu phm..dh tn2 aq kna llui smua 2...xsmua leh tma aq..xsmua xleh tma aq
td msa dlm klas aq da smbng dgn kwn yg aq pnah anggp my bff..tp cm bsa aq slap anggpan...
aq ni ska prsaan dri...tp xpala..asalkn dy still nk lyan n smbang dgn aq sdah la...
aq smbang dgn dy..aq da tnya dy pa p'bzaan aq dri dlu dgn skang...
dy kta aq skang dh lbey brni nk b'sosial...aq dh leh ckp fon@smbng dgn laki...
aq lbey msra alam...aq loud speaker...lau xslap aq 2 ja yg dy ckp...
mmg...mmg byk sgt p'bzaan aq skang..yg aq prsan lebey ag dri dy..tp hnya aq n Allah ja yg tau
aq pown xtau npa...sblm ni aq brubh xbyk sgt..lau da pown de gud 1...
but skang@hri ni aq ni brubh sgt2..mostly ngtif 1...aq xnk cm 2
aq cba cri pnca aq brubh..tp aq still xtau...aq tgh cba utk brubh ag...tp aq p'lukn tman
tman or smebody who aq leh msg @ b'bual....aq xkn cta pa2 kt dy..aq xkn ngadu o else
aq cma nk dy jd pneman aq..aq nk fkir yg yes i have smebody...i don'y have 2 worry
eventhough their did'nt do anything 4 me...i juz want their be my backup
or in bhsa len their like pnjamin aq r...aq pown xtau r...tp aq nk sgt2
aq da abg mie..dy leh jd cm 2..sbb dy rjin gk msg aq..anytime ja
tp aq skang tgh renggangkn dri dri dy...dy hrapkn lbey dri aq..dri mcm2 segi
aq xnk..aq bkn nk tmbh..aq cma nk pneman...so aq rsa aq xp'lukn dy..
hmm ntah la..stkat ni ja yg aq rsa t'bku dlm ati aq..ada ag tp xtau aq nk luahkn gena
so xpew la..aq hrapkn aq akn b'jya ubhkn dri aq ke arah kebaikn n aq dpt apa yg aq nk
walupown xbyk..insyaAllah...